I often experience the feeling of not being able to write well. There have been so many days that I would just sit in from of my computer, staring at my essays and jotting down nothing that ended up on the drafts. Such inability of mine goes beyond writing. I have, from time to time, had difficulties expressing myself. People call me indifferent, ignorant, sometimes apathetic, but deep in myself I know it's not true. I feel that I just care about different things and that I have my own way of showing my interests. Sometimes I really want to say it out, but I don't know whom to talk to, or how to tell the stories. I'm also afraid of negligence, which I have done to a lot of people when they came to me.
For years I've been working on finding the best way, the standardized golden formula to talk to people and to express my thoughts in the 'right' way. I haven't found one so far, but technology has indeed helped me on approaching my goal. I have found it easier to approach people and to be connected in an online virtual setting. Oh okay I'm getting a bit busy now I will continue this next time buhbye.
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